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[01 Jul 2006|03:28pm] |
1 room mate needed
expected to pay between 261 and 300 dollars.
expected to drink.
expected not to be a complete and total asshole.
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[15 May 2006|01:14am] |
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sometimes you just get rundown. over barring nothing will ultimately take its toal. most of the time it hurts and will hit you like a train wreck. these days to me, when i feel rundown that is...it has become a since of liberation. a well needed break if you will from the pressures of no pressure. and just the fact that this big contradiction has contradicted all of my contrast, i am contented. its a very real, and very clear reminder that living is not to be understood, and more prominently not to make sense.
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[26 Apr 2006|01:44am] |
your answers to my drunken questions have become metaphors.
my answers to my own sober questions are the grounds by which they stand.
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[17 Apr 2006|09:20am] |
Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel ashamed.
Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery
and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they
might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to
myself, 'It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come
true than to be selfish and worry about my liver.'
--Jack Handey
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[25 Mar 2006|12:39pm] |
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I havnt been having as much fun with my own life as i would like to. I think I just need to stop being a pussy and do it. I will fill you in.
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| Drunken Stupor 3/07/06 |
[08 Mar 2006|03:32am] |
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This is why I get upset with you when I drink. I start to miss you weather your their or not. I start to feel insecure. I start to feel like im relinquishing everything i never had with other people i dated and just expect it out of you. All the horrible things ive had happen over the years, ive come to expect it out of you and in turn react negatively to things that never happened. i dont trust you, though you’ve never given me a reason to. i cannot find any sort of imperfection in you, though im positive the qualities are their. And this is why I get pissed when i drink because it all just starts to flutter in my head. WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU COME FROM AND WHY HAVE I TAKEN SUCH A LIKING TO YOU?! You’re not my type. Your not the loud, crazy, mind-numbing, insane type of kid im normally mesmerized by, and still FOR SOMEFUCKING REASON....Im drawn to you and KNOW that I don’t come close to you. Were just two different types of people. I scrutinize everything. I feel and love and hate. You’re much more rational and I cant stand that about you, yet I cannot stop thinking about you. Soooo, to sum things up....fuck you.
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[15 Jan 2006|01:47pm] |
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Im getting bored again.
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[13 Jan 2006|01:05am] |
why is it that the psyche majors are always so depressed.
the accountants are always so fucking broke.
gutter punks have the highest self pride out of anyone ive ever met.
all the "goths" ive ever known always seem the happiest.
bums always have the best stories to tell.
you become a doctor and all you know is disease and death.
all anesthesiologists ever see is deformity and the undermining of natural beauty.
where the fuck do i place in all this bullshit.
you people are really starting to scare the shit out of me.
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[27 Nov 2005|12:19pm] |
what the fuck am i doing?
who the fuck am i lately?
ive been so perpetually blinded by lost feelings and misguided nights.
im tired of being confused.
tired of being upset.
whatthefuckareyoudoing?
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[16 Nov 2005|02:03pm] |
i always forget how the winter months bring clarity.
possibly because they remind me of the times that i was happy with nothing.
happy just to be.
everything has gotten distinctly more elaborate throughout this past summer.
And by elaborate I mean puzzling.
questions have gotten routine and unexciting.
i feel the need for a new foundation coming up. Although I am not truly sure how to go on with it.
Aaah precision, how you've always loved to clutter my fucking head.
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[01 Nov 2005|11:39pm] |
You make me appreciate the small things.
I don't think I have ever done that before.
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[23 Oct 2005|02:06am] |
It has been a strange, sober week.
All i ask is all i ask.
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| Only because |
[08 Oct 2005|01:28am] |
Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy
These mess-ups
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all the stuff's a sideshow
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You cant await your own arrival
You've twenty seconds to comply
I didnt know this band until acouple days before. But still...only just because.
Sorry Im an asshole is all.
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[27 Sep 2005|12:54am] |
| Your Birthdate: April 14 | 
With a birthday on the 14th of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them.
You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas, and you are also very good at organization and systematizing.
You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel.
You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable.
Your mind is quick, clever and analytical.
A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine, and rebel against it.
You have a tendency to shirk responsibility. |
ps it was really good talking to you. if you even still read this. i hope things get better for you soon. and i still miss you. <3
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[07 Sep 2005|12:26pm] |
rainy mornings and clove cigarettes make me remember.
today is the day you leave for good. its probably for the best.
i believe i have something that could go far right now.
8 bucks for a case of bud is what dreams are made of.
ps i rode the hiv bus last night. hivfree for 05'
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[12 Aug 2005|05:35pm] |
i feel i have slept in a devils cloud
and nothing could relate.
beautiful isnt the right word but its the first one that comes to mind.
its a taunting thing to be able to smell the faintest smell of you on my fingertips all day.
vodka and tonics are my newfound love. sorry mr daniels.
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[04 Aug 2005|03:05am] |
-thankyou for the clarity.
-im sorry you have to leave.
-i look forward to so many things.
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[16 Jul 2005|03:10pm] |
charlie and the choclate factory was good. depp was amazing as always. i still like the older one better. but it was nice seeing burtons twist to it. everyone should see the wedding crashers if your in for a good laugh.
psits time for a new start.
and im so excited for court.
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[11 Jul 2005|01:14am] |
i wish somebody would just tell me its ok. then i wouldnt think twice.
i hope you dont have to go home. i really think that would kill me.
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